Do you purposely hear depressive songs to make you feel sad?

And Girls like you of Babboon 5 isnot a happy song, more like a needy song, down there needy, and I need needy gurls likemyself to be on the couch and we can use sex a lil bit to hit ourself like needy animals that we are.. causewe bored but we have needs.. Tgere is now Love in songs, look at the lyrics, only primal, sexual snuff, let me use you like an object, needs, cause we all only animals, not humans. No yearnin, no wanting of universal kind, no loving.
Ah,,I'm bitching againand in postcynical period.