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My anxiety keeps getting worse

My dad constantly screams in his army voice, my stepmother fights a lot, my sister is too innocent to understand. I have 4 doctor appointments coming up and one m worried about is the endoscopy. I hate having even my eyes just shut around people. I can't imagine being sedated. I tried telling my boyfriend although he already knew and all he can say is "Really babe, you're still anxious about that? You're in the safest place." After he asked what was wrong. And hes right it is a safe place but why ask if you're just going to shut down my reason like it's idiotic? I never have a home cooked meal. Always takeout or fast food. Things are just kinda hard right now, you know?

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11knaves11 · 41-45, M

1 thing I'd suggest is learn to cook. I had no choice but to understand how to cook because my mom was out getting high. Luckily I was at an age where I could do for self. Good luck homie.

JustDifferent · 22-25, F

@11knaves11 they wont get ingredients and my medical issues prevent me from getting a job. When I lived with my bio mom it was the same as you

11knaves11 · 41-45, M

@JustDifferent well I'd say don't get discouraged. It's a thing where you gotta look at what's there and say hmmm what can I do with it. Being that if internet is available you can do wonders. Just try not to get discouraged. One day you'll be in charge of your household and can manage it better than our biologicals did

InvaderNice · 26-30, M

Sounds rough. I’m sorry. You’re living life on hard mode.

BalmyNites · F

It's best to be sedated for an endoscopy procedure, especially if you suffer with anxiety. Don't worry about your b/f, give him a break - guys just don't know what to say to make us feel better sometimes. Good luck 💜

PrettyTroubles · 26-30, F

Anyone in that situation would feel that way. I hope you are doing better

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