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So my ex boyfriend killed himself this morning... How am I supposed to feel right now?

Because honestly I can't put it into words. All I know is I'm not okay and I've felt sick to my stomach since I heard the news.
Our relationship was horrible and he stalked me for 4+ years to the point that I had to go to the police, but I still never would wish something like this to happen to him. Part of me knew this was going to happen someday, another part of me is relieved that he can't hurt me ever again, but a big part of me feels guilty even though I know it's not my fault. I'm so conflicted right now and I just needed to vent this out.

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NaturallyPeculiar · 26-30, F

I just wanted to say thank you to those who gave kind words and were reassuring.
I know I did nothing wrong and that he choose to do this to himself. Our relationship was clearly not a good one and I disliked a lot of the things he did/put me through, however I wouldn't wish anyone to ever kill themselves especially not him. As someone pointed out, I once had feelings for him- and while those feelings left long ago- part of me still cared for him as a person even if I didn't agree/like how he was acting. This is the three person I knew who committed suicide and it just never an easy thing to go through. So again, thank you everyone for the kind words and the reassurance. It means a lot.