I need an Xbox one

No matter how much I try to get better at fortnite on the PC it just isn't happening I'm so much better at it when I play it on Xbox but I don't have my own Xbox I usually just play on my brothers xbox one but only when he's not using it so can't play when I want to and I refuse to get a PS4 I've always been an Xbox fan I like the feel of the controller much better I've had the PS4 but ended up selling it the controller feels weird for me like I said always been an Xbox fan since the first Xbox came out just need money so I'll take any donations ok thanks