A truly tough choice.......

[@686559,PAWGinator] what did you learn about me?

[@674752,NumberEleven] That you do one of the hardest jobs I ever witnessed first hand. You deal with stuff few of us think about on a daily basis and probably make connections with those that are sick if even in a small way. You devote chunks of your life to making others feel some measure of comfort in the last chunk of theirs. You too are selfless but in a different way and you have my utmost respect and love.

[@686559,PAWGinator] thank you for your kind words.

[@686559,PAWGinator] you sure i did not choose the red one to commit suicide and justify doing it because it helped others?

[@510099,Mulder] you may have but I think if you wanted to really kill yourself you wouldn't wait around for a red pill to give your life's end a meaning of selflessness.

[@686559,PAWGinator] yea, you got it the first time my son is my life and as long as I have him suicide is not an option

[@617886,Enslymore] That is your choice and if you can live with it so be it.....

[@686559,PAWGinator] I can think of one person I'd happily do that to with the red pill. It'd do her children a favour but starving a family - nope just thought of someone. I can live with it.

[@617886,Enslymore] hmm care to explain this motive further you have me curious now.