As you grow up, are there more or less "what if" in your life?

Sometimes I look at the past events in my life and there is more a sense of regret in not saying or acting the way I feel. I was passive. But it was also because I was quite easily satisfied. later on, I became quite a fighter. I did not want to be chained to what I see as intimidation and bullying. I feel I am no longer nice. I am no longer naive. I am no longer the same person.

'What if'. Some things will always be unknown to us. No matter how much of a control freak we are. And it is wise to take the day as it comes. We may look at the horizon and dream but I now think it may be foolhardy to attempt to reach it. It looks beautiful only because it is unreachable. Isn't it true?