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I'm not sure.
I suppose mental health would be my biggest reason. It's a bit embarrassing to admit, but I now see that I'm not the only person that deals with an unwanted thought process.
I was depressed for a few years--I spent a lot of time crying and just beating myself up over things I had no control over. Not that my life is a mess, or that I have any VISIBLE reason as to why I would grow this way...
It just happened out of nowhere.
But anyway
After those few years, I just stopped caring. I became IMMENSELY jaded--to the point where I didn't even know how to form a logical opinion because my brain seemed to have shut down.
I couldn't think, or speak as I used to... and that fucked with my confidence and overall, my complete persona.
I'm doing a lot better now. **knock on wood** I'm finally starting to see things in the same light that I used to--before I got all depressed and whatnot.
I suppose mental health would be my biggest reason. It's a bit embarrassing to admit, but I now see that I'm not the only person that deals with an unwanted thought process.
I was depressed for a few years--I spent a lot of time crying and just beating myself up over things I had no control over. Not that my life is a mess, or that I have any VISIBLE reason as to why I would grow this way...
It just happened out of nowhere.
But anyway
After those few years, I just stopped caring. I became IMMENSELY jaded--to the point where I didn't even know how to form a logical opinion because my brain seemed to have shut down.
I couldn't think, or speak as I used to... and that fucked with my confidence and overall, my complete persona.
I'm doing a lot better now. **knock on wood** I'm finally starting to see things in the same light that I used to--before I got all depressed and whatnot.
uncalled4 · 56-60, M
@SW-User I used to suffer from unwanted thoughts.

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@SW-User hey tiff can we talk