I'm not sure.

I suppose mental health would be my biggest reason. It's a bit embarrassing to admit, but I now see that I'm not the only person that deals with an unwanted thought process.

I was depressed for a few years--I spent a lot of time crying and just beating myself up over things I had no control over. Not that my life is a mess, or that I have any VISIBLE reason as to why I would grow this way...

It just happened out of nowhere.


But anyway

After those few years, I just stopped caring. I became IMMENSELY jaded--to the point where I didn't even know how to form a logical opinion because my brain seemed to have shut down.

I couldn't think, or speak as I used to... and that fucked with my confidence and overall, my complete persona.

I'm doing a lot better now. **knock on wood** I'm finally starting to see things in the same light that I used to--before I got all depressed and whatnot.

Hmmm, this can take all day.

So instead I will just nod and ask, who is actually not messed up?

*Puts on sunglasses at night*

Why do you think?

I was insecure about some things. That was the old me though.

I forgot to brush my hair when I woke up.

I'm not THAT bad. 😕

Relationships. And messed up family

Life...life messed me up...

Why is your room such a mess? 😒

Abuse bullying and seeing things

I'd say i'm better off in that area than most, but it's because i was raised in a messed up world.

In a word? Chicks, man.

My family were satanic pedophile drug addicts.