Yes and no.

My father was an AMAZING role model, he taught me respect, integrity, how to be a good father and husband.

Now the negative....He was not as good of a friend in that we did not throw football / Baseball etc. back and forth, or have many common interests.

That being said I was an active kid with many friends that I spent time with so I would have to say that there is equal blame to share as I did not spend time with him as well as a friend.

Not jealous, I just feel sorry for myself.

That's probably the only thing I get jealous of :'(

Nope

lol I feel lucky

I sometimes am jealous of people with a loving father figure

Use to because I have to admit it was more functional, but not anymore as it really changes nothing

No I don't get jealous. I just miss them because they both are gone, mom a few months ago.

Never, I was very close to mine.

I used to when I was a kid. I didn't had a good childhood let's just put it that way

all the time

No

No, I accepted that I'm born into shit family and I got over it. My only responsibility is to make sure I'm a better mother to my children.

no.

it's a mystery but.. hey, happy is where it is and soo many pitch a bitch about happy yet then whine like little ... ..... about when there is joy, wtf is up with that?

people are hypocrites.

oh don't get me wrong, i was fostered and... slaved around.
not very happy but.... i seen how where joy should have been but was wasted.

my guardians children were unappreciative brats!