Where to start... First, I think we all have episodes like this, just know you're not alone and please recognise that you would leave a big hole in many lives... I know you don't believe that but it's true.. I think it's always a good idea to talk this kind of getting through so Bravo for having the courage to speak up ... If you need to talk. :)

Sadly life and be increadibly crule at times and just leave you all alone and sad... But what comes after these sad times are for the most part totally worth it, espechally if you find good friends that will be there for you during hard times!

I don't know.

You are the only one in charge of your happiness! So you do what makes you happy and don't worry about everyone else! From what I see of your profile photo you are a beautiful person!!! Keep smiling!!!

Don't live for others live for you. You can find a family and people to love you but not if you're dead. I'm glad to see you were not consumed.

I would do everything to help this person!

Sorry, 90% of the people here who write these dramatic suicide stories are 18-21...what you need to do...ALL of you..is get some coping skills before you REALLY have to live in this world

Right now is the start of the rest of your life. Put a smile on your face go buy a stranger a cup of coffee. Make some happy. Think about them. Not you

Sometimes I just want to quit, I can't really tell you why I don't. Maybe I am stubborn and want to win the shit game called life.