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What would you say if someone you didn't know came really close to committing suicide today?

30 minutes ago I wanted to die. I'm still recovery from my panic attack. I felt maybe the lowest I've ever felt. I looked around and realized there is no one, not a single soul who knew where I was or how I was struggling to breathe. I looked around laying on the floor watching this pain paralyze my body completely. Asking God, please take me because I can't do this anymore. I'm tired. I can't stay strong anymore. I have literally no friends. Nobody texts or calls me. I fight with my parents constantly. So I asked myself today... why? Why torture myself any longer. But after a lot of tears reality kicked in ... if I kill myself I'll go to hell. And hell is far worse than this pain. I can't force my family to love me, even tho my ten year old self inside of me still is trying to win their love. I can't change the past ... I have to get up and take a shower and try to wash off all these tears. It's hard waking up every morning knowing the only person who gives a damn about you is your dog. And some days I can't breathe because of it. But I have to keep going holding on to ... that one day life will be better than this.
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Eli072 · 22-25, M
Sadly life and be increadibly crule at times and just leave you all alone and sad... But what comes after these sad times are for the most part totally worth it, espechally if you find good friends that will be there for you during hard times!