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What would you say if someone you didn't know came really close to committing suicide today?

30 minutes ago I wanted to die. I'm still recovery from my panic attack. I felt maybe the lowest I've ever felt. I looked around and realized there is no one, not a single soul who knew where I was or how I was struggling to breathe. I looked around laying on the floor watching this pain paralyze my body completely. Asking God, please take me because I can't do this anymore. I'm tired. I can't stay strong anymore. I have literally no friends. Nobody texts or calls me. I fight with my parents constantly. So I asked myself today... why? Why torture myself any longer. But after a lot of tears reality kicked in ... if I kill myself I'll go to hell. And hell is far worse than this pain. I can't force my family to love me, even tho my ten year old self inside of me still is trying to win their love. I can't change the past ... I have to get up and take a shower and try to wash off all these tears. It's hard waking up every morning knowing the only person who gives a damn about you is your dog. And some days I can't breathe because of it. But I have to keep going holding on to ... that one day life will be better than this.
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coolnudist · 70-79, M
You are the only one in charge of your happiness! So you do what makes you happy and don't worry about everyone else! From what I see of your profile photo you are a beautiful person!!! Keep smiling!!!