JRVanguard · 26-30, M
Up until I was 10 I was always chipper and happy, than during my teens I was depressed and suicidal, and now I'm in my 20s and I'm back to being chipper and happy(although a bit more understanding and with a bit more humility) and it is just racking my mind how teen me was ever the same me and that I'm not the me putting a gun to his head

SW-User
@JRVanguard i still go through depression.. glad you got out of the cycle.
JRVanguard · 26-30, M
@SW-User I think acceptance was the key, be happy with who you are and how your relationships with others are, don't try to force anything to change
whateverhappens · 26-30, F
school & moving
View 1 more replies »
whateverhappens · 26-30, F
@SW-User na, new apartment before school reopens, which it reopened today and still havent moved yet nor started, stuck😔 hope i do this week

SW-User
well hope you have a good school semester
whateverhappens · 26-30, F
@SW-User thankss😊
Zoranna · F
My thoughts.

SW-User
ugh im screwed.. i still care for them but they dont care back.. thats what eats at me and i cant just stop caring.
Zoranna · F
@SW-User Sounds lame, but hang in there. Time does ease the pain.

SW-User
gee thanks lol
HarleyHarto · 22-25, F
Uhh... Fuck. Well, I feel like I'm going at a jackrabbits pace through life, and I'm stuck between slowing down to a snails speed, like everybody wants me to, and blasting straight through this monotony into a real life. Meanwhile, everybody else wants me to preserve the childhood that I lost years ago, and cherish these moments where I'm miles from where I want to be, and too alone to make any real memories. The person who I actually want to be with right now will barely form a sentence at a time to talk to me, and is halfway across the country. My current best (and only) friend is one of the reasons that she is my ONLY friend, and why I have nobody. And basically there's two ways for me to fix any of this, one of them is probably never going to happen, or last, and everybody is trying as hard as they can to shut down the other one. So I'm stuck here with nowhere to go, and nobody to talk to, and I can't say any of the things that I really want to say, partially because nobody will listen, and partially because the only way I can explain is with gibberish, and stupid metaphors that make no sense to anybody but me.

SW-User
Insecurities, jealousy, hopelessness, delusions and the past

SW-User
@SW-User 😕

SW-User
feelsbadman.jpg

SW-User
Hard to explain... I kinda need to divide myself into pieces
This comment is hidden.
Show Comment

SW-User
i'm so painfully lonely that i'll develop feelings for anyone that so much as gives me the time of day even though i feel like i don't deserve to be happy. i'm sick of being needy and fucked up.

SW-User
@SW-User 🤗 just dnot hurt yourself.. a lot of people will end up taking advantage of that
goneeee · F
Wanting to move far away but I can't because of family obligations.
MellyMel22 · F
Someone I care a lot about who won't give me closure. It hurts, a lot..
LittleCoco · 46-50, F
Don't get me started please.
This aching throat
Hope70 · F
Tired of all the stupidity on this site. Mean, rude, fake people who only care about themselves. If similar worlds is suppose to have you meet people who have "similar" interest but have no interest in friendships then what is the meaning of this site? I must be from a different planet because people seem to have same interest but no etiquette on how to act appropriately.🤦

SW-User
@Hope70 agreed i have ran into that and know others have ran into that aswell.. its full of narcissists. people who only think of themselves or only out for themselves.. they dont want genuine friendships. just short term chat buddies. or someone to show them nudes.