Today's summary statement
Each of these kinds of posts are a string of thought, what would be a highly embarrassing book of rank stupidity, but it's that terrain that I must traverse before i'd speak of other things, things such as what is being learned.
For as I learn, I would negate that learning by attempting to talk about it, I definitely refuse the term teach, for that is just too laughable.
I am consumed too much with thoughts of approach, and shortly after my last post I realized that I could simply use SW as little breathers from what must be the prime focus, and putting this into practice would therefore eliminate this string of thoughts about the things I must keep to myself until I can talk about them in such a way that wouldn't immediately negate my possession of them. Ooooh possession is such a strong word, eh?
Well that ought to be the end of this sort of thing for a long time, I think a few weeks ago I said i'd be ready by next winter, who knows, it could be never, it could be years!! Until then, I would only like to use SW for other things, and to narrow the playing field down a bit more, I want to choose to focus less on silliness, we need some silliness, but for me, less is better, in my imagination there is too much of it, I need not search it out.
With much love and appreciation for the chill and relaxed understanding folks here, I'll see you around a little bit at a time. Be well, do what is simultaneously best for you and for those around you.
For as I learn, I would negate that learning by attempting to talk about it, I definitely refuse the term teach, for that is just too laughable.
I am consumed too much with thoughts of approach, and shortly after my last post I realized that I could simply use SW as little breathers from what must be the prime focus, and putting this into practice would therefore eliminate this string of thoughts about the things I must keep to myself until I can talk about them in such a way that wouldn't immediately negate my possession of them. Ooooh possession is such a strong word, eh?
Well that ought to be the end of this sort of thing for a long time, I think a few weeks ago I said i'd be ready by next winter, who knows, it could be never, it could be years!! Until then, I would only like to use SW for other things, and to narrow the playing field down a bit more, I want to choose to focus less on silliness, we need some silliness, but for me, less is better, in my imagination there is too much of it, I need not search it out.
With much love and appreciation for the chill and relaxed understanding folks here, I'll see you around a little bit at a time. Be well, do what is simultaneously best for you and for those around you.
46-50, M
