Idk why people spoil a good thing...

The true Mark of strength and courage is being kind

There has been many times in my life where I felt this way too. But the reality is I am stronger than anyone who tries to tear me down or make me feel like shit. No matter how disgusting and hateful the world treats me I will continue to do the right thing and be good to people and treat people like human beings. And continue living with moral integrity

THAT is true courage. You’re a warrior

I am stronger, more triumphant and more powerful than any of the people in my life who tried to bring me down.

That in itself gives me a lot of personal peace

Can you give me an example or two so I can better understand what you mean?
It sounds like you've done a great job of self healing, but it's normal to sometimes have negative reactions or down periods.

I feel sad that somehow some people have apparently taken your cheerfulness for granted, perhaps not realising how much it has taken you to learn and develop it.

I had a rough childhood and have spent most of my life going through phases of conscious efforts at recovery. I know it's not easy to reprogram the brain.

Balance. That's all that needs to be said.

I agree ❤️