Sigh. I was once, well, more than once... being greedy and lol questioned God “why do people win multi millions in Megamillions lotto etc.... and I

...was broke and have not won a dollar . I thought to myself “ that’s unfair”...sort of. I guess, God finally was fed up with me and ...I had two dream/visions, or whatever you call it, that explained that I would “lose” my soul. 🤔🤔🤔Like, it would be death to my soul.... I don’t know how but after that I said ok I don’t want any lotto.... 😞😞🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️