Uugghh the things I used to pray for...and was becoming even a little mad at God

At God...For “not giving it to me!”. I sweared they would be good for me and others...
Over the past month I have been watching closely and every day, this woman that has the things I wanted...and what they are doing to her MIND. She is going crazy. With "my" ( well, not mine but anyway) things she is rolling down the hill like a snow ball with many people telling her every day stop stop stop you are wrong. But , unfortunately, it's pointless. That so easily could ve been me. It's scary. But she does have a caring, loving heart and sencere intentions so, I have a feeling, that maybe at the end she will come to her senses. Just so very thankful God ignored me when I wanted it with "good intentions" for everybody 🤦‍♀️😖

Again...thank you, God, for not listening to me ...the dumb ass that I am ...what did I almost get myself into omg no

Pride 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ I will never go to Heaven cause I am sure they don’t take such 🥺... um 😟 idiots. Sigh 😞

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Adstar · 56-60, M

Eternity is not and has never been secured by a High Intellect..

But the LORD loves contrition..

Isaiah 57:
15 "For thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity, whose name is Holy; I dwell in the high and holy place, with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of the humble, and to revive the heart of the contrite ones."

Psalm 34:
15 The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart,
And saves such as have a contrite spirit.

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Adstar · 56-60, M

@SW-User Sadly some people of a certain IQ range think they are too smart for believing in God.. Smart enough to suffer from pride.. Pride which precedes destruction..

1 Corinthians 1:
25 "Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men; and the weakness of God is stronger than men. {26} For ye see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called: {27} But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty; {28} And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are: {29} That no flesh should glory in his presence."

SW-User

@Adstar ya...that is sad and actually horrifying, now, that I look back at myself...

Adstar · 56-60, M

@SW-User Same with me.. But while there are ""not many"" that means there are some.. 🙂 Some people are smart enough to know they don't know it all.. 👍

Notanymore · 41-45, M

All we can pray for is the ability to find gratitude in God's will

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SW-User

...ya, I know this prayer. Maybe I’ll just say “God , just do what you want” I guess@Notanymore from now on. It, like, in compasses all the words 😊

Notanymore · 41-45, M

@SW-User that's the way I've felt through my father's sickness and death. That I could pray hard for a miracle, but a miracle never came.....and I felt strongly that I was praying for my own will over the will of god....something none of us are able to understand. In my prayers for a miracle I found myself out of touch with all of the blessings I've had throughout my life and all of the blessings we as a family were witness to at the the time.

SW-User

@Notanymore ya, I was in the same situation. I so wanted my dying of cancer father to live, that I was going nuts, not being able to let go. I know what you mean

SW-User

don’t question yourself, I just gaslight God like if you’re real give it to me 🤭

SW-User

Um I thought about it@SW-User actually, but He will not give to me...cause He knows I know He is real so no need for proof anymore 🤷‍♀️ But I know someone who said “God , if you are here and with me , do this and that...” and it happened in front of her eyes...😦😦😦 I was in shock

littlepuppywantanewlife · 31-35, M

What's going on? Don't put your self down.

SW-User

It’s ok@littlepuppywantanewlife thanks

littlepuppywantanewlife · 31-35, M

@SW-User hope you are doing well

Iwillwait · M

Thank GOD for u answered prayers. 🤗

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Iwillwait · M

@SW-User It's hard when our Heart drives the bus of our prayers. The heart sometimes is nowhere near logical or practical in what we need or can handle.

SW-User

@Iwillwait ya, my heart is terrible. I know

Iwillwait · M

@SW-User We all have this condition. It's The Heart, that's what it is, an illogical force that is very strong.

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