Giving you up is the hardest thing I’ve tried to do! It borderline almost feels impossible. You seriously are like something I can’t break free from.

I don’t understand why I care so much. I practically feel like I can’t live without you even though you’re not even here with me! I feel you in my mind. The thoughts of you are so addicting…. I don’t understand how I am expected to live without you… it’s maddening!