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BlueVeins · 22-25
I dream about a lot of things, intermittently. Sometimes I dream about doing truly horrible things and facing the overwhelming consequences. Sometimes I dream about killing people, sometimes I dream about uncovering the miserable realities by which other people have lived and died, and losing myself completely in thought, about what the anguish they suffered through. Sometimes I dream about playing with technologies that don't exist. Sometimes I dream about working alongside others and falling far, far behind on the task at hand while everyone else does their work competently and quietly. Oftentimes, I die. On one occasion, I wound up in the afterlife and talked to people who I used to know.
BlueVeins · 22-25
@wackidywack Very strange. I remember feeling disappointed for a few days after the afterlife dream. Sometimes I just lay in bed for a while thinking about it, letting all those emotions and stray thoughts out. Sometimes I feel very lucky it wasn't real, and I address the day with a calmness about it, like just being there in a mundane world and existing in the moment is all I want to do.