I don't wanna buy a PS4 just so I can play Tetris Effect

@CrustyDDingus this one's really spiffy though, I played the old one back in the 80s

@SW-User Tetris doesn't need to be spiffy, it just like sex. Drop ugly blocks in between uglier blocks until they collapse.

@CrustyDDingus I can tell you're a dude lol

@SW-User But I could be @BlueMetalChick you never know these days...

@CrustyDDingus Man I didn't know who tf I was yesterday.

@BlueMetalChick I know, especially the part with the sharks and iguana dancers 🙄

@CrustyDDingus I wish it were that funny. I took some M-Cat and went into an absolute rage, I started breaking shit and threatening to stab people at random. I don't remember a lot of it. My sister says I started waving a gun around in the middle of public. She says she punched me out for it and honestly I don't blame her.

@BlueMetalChick You did all that after I brought up Pachelbel's Canon on snap? You lead a busy life my dear.

@BlueMetalChick you have all the fun lol

@SW-User It wasn't fun at all lol I woke up tied to an air conditioner in the back of my roommate's car, with five stitches in my left arm.

@BlueMetalChick jeez how did this happen?

@SW-User I don't remember most of it. I way underestimated the critical dosage of the stuff and I took a fuckload of it. It caused me to become irate and out of control.

My roommate is a tiny thing, she couldn't overpower me physically so that's why she had to tie me to the air conditioner, with my sister's help.

@BlueMetalChick Christ, that stuff is sketchy af 😦 Glad nothing really bad happened.

@SW-User I am absolutely shocked I didn't get arrested.

@BlueMetalChick You're lucky you didn't get shot... again I mean. Be thankful for your sister, roommate and that air conditioner.

@CrustyDDingus You know it's so dumb, I always talk about these bad neighborhoods and areas of the city that are dangerous af, and I tell my friends and family about how I don't fuck around in those places because there's such a high chance of me getting attacked. And yet I still do it. I walk right the fuck through the heart of the worst neighborhoods in the city, alone, in the middle of the night, with ten thousand bucks worth of jewelry hanging off my neck and wrists and an eight hundred dollar smartphone in my hand, completely oblivious to my surroundings with my headphones in. Like what the hell is wrong with me and how have I not been mugged yet.

@BlueMetalChick I thought you were more discreet tbh, but damn. especially when you said you sleep outside sometimes. I think that was you.

@CrustyDDingus Well, I used to do that more. When I was a teenager I kind of lost my mind for a while. I would stay up for days on end because I didn't wanna go to sleep since it meant my free time would end and the next day would begin. I would roam around downtown all night, sleep in doorways, spend hours on the observation decks of skyscrapers, I'd climb fire escapes and make little camps up on rooftops, get into fights with people on the street. I never stopped going. I was unable to ever relax, I needed to constantly be doing something. It was like I was running away from something but I didn't know what. Maybe it was something inside of myself that I wanted to change, maybe it was my fear of growing up and my desire to make as much of the time I had being an adolescent as I could, maybe it was some other third thing that I haven't thought of yet. Sometimes I miss doing what I did, but I don't miss the reason why.

@BlueMetalChick PTSD? You did grow up in a warzone.

@CrustyDDingus I did. And that's something I need to consider more than I do. I get so fixated with proving to myself and to others that my childhood didn't scar me that sometimes I take it too far and begin acting like it never happened.

@BlueMetalChick I get that way about the idea of mourning, really didn't take any time off when my mom and brother died. They both died on a sunday, so I figured by monday I had to go back to work and my normal routine. Not the same sunday ofc, 2 years apart from each other.

@CrustyDDingus I didn't even know you'd lost your mother 😟

@BlueMetalChick Well I didn't think it would be helpful to bring up at first, given that you lost a parent too.