Having unwarranted fun in the fields of yesteryear
I am post everything, but enjoy going back and revisiting things. Everything i'm interested in is alive and vibrant for me as i'm actively engaged with it, but as like unto the past.
When it's alive - it's simply that my ignorance is evaporating infinitesimally at that moment, and usually goes back to how it was before after.
It is not possible to have come into contact with all things in the specific field you're interested, at least not to folk like me who's always had a short attention span and limited resources.
But tonight i was wowed by the plentiful resources. A childlike sight is continually in wonder at things that the old in spirit go "yeah, what's your point" to.
But back to my originating thought that i opened with, it's all even though alive and vibrant, a post acquaintance of that field. It's getting to know whichever it is better, and isn't becoming a part of the field.
Nor at this point do i want it otherwise.
In a twisted and gnarled up manner this is the way it's meant to be for me at this time, stated quite simply as going back to the fields i frequented before, uncovering refreshing things, but due to basic nature, of being oneself, me in this case am visiting these fields as a visitor and not as a being at home there.
To see the whole in a sensitive way, the abruptness of reality in the subjective sense, disqualifies the transcendent claims of certain fields, in other words.
When it's alive - it's simply that my ignorance is evaporating infinitesimally at that moment, and usually goes back to how it was before after.
It is not possible to have come into contact with all things in the specific field you're interested, at least not to folk like me who's always had a short attention span and limited resources.
But tonight i was wowed by the plentiful resources. A childlike sight is continually in wonder at things that the old in spirit go "yeah, what's your point" to.
But back to my originating thought that i opened with, it's all even though alive and vibrant, a post acquaintance of that field. It's getting to know whichever it is better, and isn't becoming a part of the field.
Nor at this point do i want it otherwise.
In a twisted and gnarled up manner this is the way it's meant to be for me at this time, stated quite simply as going back to the fields i frequented before, uncovering refreshing things, but due to basic nature, of being oneself, me in this case am visiting these fields as a visitor and not as a being at home there.
To see the whole in a sensitive way, the abruptness of reality in the subjective sense, disqualifies the transcendent claims of certain fields, in other words.
SW-User