When I was growing up, I spent most of my time with a mom who wasn’t all that keen on motherhood and I learned to approach with caution as I didn’t want to be a nuisance. As a result, I’m sensitive to moods/vibes of places and people as well as signs of receptiveness or lack of. I’m more aware now that more than one thing can read this way and it’s seldom about me, but I can’t shut it off. It’s both positive and negative, steers my behavior, but I keep it to myself. When I’m comfortable, I’m blind as a stump. 🙄🤷♀️😂
