Do you ever feel that you don't have consistent friends to talk to?

Like every week you talk to different friends. Like I would talk to you everyday for 6 days then I spend the next 6 days talking to another friend etc etc and it's your turn again after a couple of weeks or so?

I seriously can't talk to all my friends at once. I don't know why I do that. And I don't know if it's related to me losing a friend who I spoke to at least 4 days a week for 7 years and one day she was just bored and done with me, hell even when I was trying to check on her during the start of the pandemic last year she ignored me.