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A Little Trip Through Some Not Very Good Memories

I typed this in a comment on a post by Killajoke a day ago about bullying and I want to repost it for no specific reason really, it's just something I don't mention very often and it's only a few words. Also I feel that I want to be more open about a few things, maybe they'll make me feel better later on and maybe not.

I have. I'm really sorry you had to deal with all that.
A situation in 3rd grade just came into my mind. It was shortly after I was diagnosed with muscular dystrophy (I was diagnosed with it a year before that) I remember this guy hitting me in my knee and I cried and it was a pretty big deal my mom got involved and I was just transferred to a new class in the first floor because stairs were getting hard to climb so I remember mom telling the school principal "I didn't transfer him to this class so this happens". I still remember the guy he's a doctor now.

And then things were kinda stable till 6th grade when I started using a wheelchair I was really aggressive and got into a 2 year denial thing I just couldn't understand what was going on and frankly I still don't fully get it, suddenly you're a freaking kid then life be like hey asshole you're spending the rest of your life as a disabled person. So yea I pissed everyone off in those 2 years including teachers and of course people would defend themselves aggressively and bully me back I was hit a few times but I hit back a few times too and by 8th grade I decided to calm down and be a good person lol because I felt bad for the trouble I put mom through, she was a teacher at my same school and other teachers would complain to her about me every single day and that time I had to go to the principal's office.

After that the rest of school till the end of highschool was super lonely nobody thought I was cool enough and nobody stayed friends with me for long it was bad I ended up cutting everyone off and having imaginary friends when I was 15.
SwampFlower26-30, F
My experience wasn't all that much different becoming disabled as an adult.

People are still immature/awful and I am still kind of aggressive 馃槵

Wish that I could be as chill as you about it honestly. 馃馃馃
[@871066,SwampFlower] I was thinking about asking you today if you ever got to climb a tree before all that? I never did haha

And yes at any age this will suck, health is everything. I'm glad to be a little encouraging to you. If I was truly chill though I would be posting this on Instagram but I don't have the courage to do that. I guess we all fear something and I'll always hear you out 馃
You鈥檙e a beautiful soul despite all that, and it鈥檚 all that matters 馃
[@957625,DrScissorhands] That's you 馃
BlueVeins22-25
damn, hitting a kid in a wheelchair. that's low. 馃挃
[@4199,BlueVeins] I was badass though I pissed them off pretty badly lol
BlueVeins22-25
[@10788,PiecingMeBackTogether] yessss 馃拫 you make them cri

 
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