Does your "sorry" suffice?

For all the times you put me down. Does it?
For the way you killed my self esteem. Does it?
For breaking me into a million pieces. Does it?

A word as simple as "sorry" should never be uttered. When I begged you to stop, you didn't. How does the sorry make sense now lol.

For the times you hurt me, the sorry doesn't mean anything. You broke me. You stabbed me constantly. I'm just dead for the most part now. But you can definitely apologise and it makes it all good lol 😂

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thewindupbirdchronicles · 46-50, M

Did they know how they stabbed you? Or, did you just continuously let... just wondering, as the other person could write the same if we are talking in metaphor.

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@thewindupbirdchronicles Yup. They're well aware of what they did. They knew what they did and how it affected me lol. Thing is nobody gives a rat's ass. So I stopped giving a shit.

thewindupbirdchronicles · 46-50, M

@Beatbox34 Sorry, that feeling can make you feel gaslighted. I just wanted to be sure, and maybe place a pause to feel upon.

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@thewindupbirdchronicles There's a lot of emotions I felt. It's hard to express it in words without shedding a tear. That's where the alcohol plays a part to shut me up.

thewindupbirdchronicles · 46-50, M

@Beatbox34 You don't have to express in words, sometimes you can sort out your feelings without. I am an open ear though

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@thewindupbirdchronicles Thank you so much. I'm just in a mental block. I'm depressed. I tend to dwell on it than talk about it.

thewindupbirdchronicles · 46-50, M

@Beatbox34 I know about dwelling, friend.