What do you want from me?

@Gangstress I could definitely give one.

I definitely need one since I'm high and my heartbeat is elevated from the drinking lol.

@Beatbox34 ah mate big hugs 🫂

Why you drinking again? We gotta get you at least cutting down

@Gangstress To kill every bit of me.

Idk. I have been drinking excessively since Sunday but idk. There's a lot hurting me.

@Beatbox34 im so sorry. You deserve more than this.
I wish youd look after yourself. I know things are tough but youre entering a viscous circle by drinking a lot, you'll never come out of this if you carry on and i dont wsnt that for you.

Youre a honest guy. A good guy. Not many like you out there. X

@Gangstress I don't know if I'm worth the cut.

Thank you so much. I'll stop it. I had cut it a week ago but shit hits me hard this week and it took a really bad toll on my mental health.