Some help is needed

And now I’m just a corpse, filled with all the butterflies I felt when I met you…
Just dead.

I hate myself so much.
Everyone keeps bullying me, as if I can’t speak, confess, or even talk about my feelings.
I’m so exhausted, and I can barely breathe.

Even with my therapist, I can’t talk. I keep remembering my brother telling me that she’s only talking to me because he’s paying her.
My mom keeps saying hurtful things and never pays attention to my feelings.
My brother keeps scolding me in front of everyone, even in public places.

The worst part is that I try my best at my job, but they don’t care at all. Then they scream at me, saying I’m not doing anything.

I’m so tired.
I need help… just someone who can assist me.