I don't know if he was let go, but I can't find him anywhere.

My husband says he's the best, I personally tried to love them all in every right way in the sight of God, and told him that I liked him didn't mean that I liked liked him, even though it was tough....I ended up hearing Angels singing and I told him that would have never been if he wasn't in my life, thus pushing me towards Jesus! I still miss him, I stalked him online tonight to see if I could find him....And I could not find him and I wonder if he left? I fear it was because I was dangerous when I told him last time I saw him that the Nation's would drink in her adulteries not mine! I meant something completely different but in that moment he and the nurse both said that they could feel the spirit of Lu$t!!!!!!!!!!!!! I later heard my neighbors saying to them that he'd aquired my evil spirit and that it was unpleasant! Now I cannot see if he works there or not!!!!???? Did he lose his job???? Does he still work there he just isn't listed? My heart breaks, we were promised Heaven why did I receive Heaven and he recieve hell ??? I love him! I didn't want anything bad to happen to him!!! I Hope like me that he overcomes!!! They all must hate me for what the devil has done....It wasn't me we wage war not against flesh and blood but against principalities and evil spirits in Heavenly places, if I may paraphrase! Now I am afraid to attend church for fear that my demons will attack more innocent bystanders that is why I truly haven't gone, but I don't want to be alone either..... God help us!