I always lose everything i dont wanna lose

i made a new online friend not even a month ago, but i already love him so much, hes the purest person ive ever met in my entire life, im grew extremely attached to him, but now some things happened and he's gonna deactivate, dont know if hes making a new account but the thought of losing him is making me so depressed, ive been crying nonstop for 3 days already. it hurts so much

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OlderSometimesWiser · F

If you two are that close, can he not provide an alternate way of contacting him? If not, I’d say it’s a one sided relationship.

marimarie · 22-25, F

@OlderSometimesWiser he has severe trust issues with online people, i dont think its one sided i just think he needs time to trust us but i would love to contact him some other way : (

OlderSometimesWiser · F

@marimarie You do sound kinda intense about someone you’ve known less than a month. He might be picking up on that vibe and it makes him uncomfortable.

marimarie · 22-25, F

@OlderSometimesWiser no i actually hide it rlly well lol i dont say or ask him personal stuff, i actually keep my composure a lot. The reason why hes deactivating is bc he and his server got doxxed and harassed

OlderSometimesWiser · F

@marimarie About all I can say is, if he really cared about the friendship he’d provide an alternate way to contact him. He could do that in various ways without compromising his online security.