I'm exhausted.

I am writing now cause I've been postponing doing that for ages and it feels like I forgot what it is like to express myself.
I'm exhausted.
I'm torn between the stress of work, being responsible for preparation of a major event at work, my mental health disorder fluctuations (haven't been taking my meds consistently💔), lack of sleep, stress at home, quarrels with friends...
It is just a lot. I am usually more eloquent than that but I'm truly overwhelmed and it is hard to process everything...
Just writing to vent and gain back confidence about expressing what's going on in my head.

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Waveney · 41-45, M

You haven’t lost your voice. It’s just resting, like seeds under frost, waiting its time. You’re not failing. You’re carrying too much at once, and anyone would feel the strain.

Even this, written tired and unpolished, is proof your words are still alive. That kind of honesty matters more than perfect phrasing. So just be gentle with yourself. Take it one breath at a time. Your voice will come back, steady as a song you thought you’d forgotten. (Sorry for the weird lyricism )

Friendlyperson · 26-30, F

@Waveney If you are the one writing it then it there is nothing to apologize for !