I Need a Friend to Talk to Openly

At this moment many things are running inside my mind, and I don't know what to dooooo😭 I want to scream, I want to be free, I want to be real, I want to be me, I want to shout. I want to burst out my feelings. But I can't.😭😭 I feel useless, unattractive, not important, I have many friends but why is that I'm feeling alone? 😭i hate it. The person whom i say everything already has a new friend now, and I'm happy to see her happy. 😊 but I miss her. I really do. But I can't do anything. I'm just a nobody to everyone right now. I need someone who can listen to me right Now. Insecurities are eating the hell out me right now. And I don't want it.😭 I don't want this feeling. Why am I feeling alooone😭 I hate it. I hate it.😭