I hate the weekends. I feel much more lonely on them because I am almost always totally isolated.

I don't really have many friends, just starting to develop some friendships at the job I've been at for three months now. I have two teenagers, one who's on his own and works, goes to school, and does his own thing. It's awesome when I get to spend time with them, but it seems that the old they get, the less time they have for their old dad. It's been over a year now since my wife left me, so there's that as well. And I love my parents, but there is only so much time that I can spend with them. During the week though, when I'm at work, I talk to people and am around them all day long. I love it. But I can't hang out with my friends who are my co wokers because they're married and go home to families of their own. Then I get in my car and go home to my empty apartment, and even the week nights are like weekends. I fucking hate being alone. Thank you to the people on here who I consider friends. Without you, I would hate every aspect of my life .