I made two new supportive friends on here.

Markinator and legal boxers. They are both very kind and caring and listen to my problems and life story. Similarworlds when it was experience project gave me Sujeet as my online long distance boyfriend for many years. Even though he no longer contacts me since he got engaged and I broke up with him almost two years ago because of my personal problems nothing to do with him, I still hope he is happy and fulfilled with his wife now. I wish we were still good friends though then wouldn’t have been so devastated to have lost him. I asked him to get back together but it was too late. I asked him to get back together a few days to a few weeks after we broke up because I made a mistake but he didn’t want to make me suffer more so we stayed friends eight months after I broke up with him. Once he got engaged he ended our friendship which made me feel devastated and hurt. I know it was my fault for breaking up with him in the first place. I devastated and saddened him too. I will always love him forever. And I’m grateful to my new friends markinator (Mark) and. legalboxers (Chester) for being there for me when I need someone to talk to. I do have a therapist and a psychiatric nurse practictioner but you always need an appointment to see them for only 30-45 minutes once every month to every two weeks for therapy.