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Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
Tbh I'm struggling to believe all this.
I want to believe that I matter. But it doesn't seem that way. I've been staying high since Monday to feel nothing.
I wish I mattered. This is something I literally ask myself and my heart. Did it matter? Did I matter? Was I worth it? I can't even feel that now since I'm drunk.
I've made peace with the fact that I won't matter. So be it. I might as well as be gone.
But thank you for the wonderful message.
I want to believe that I matter. But it doesn't seem that way. I've been staying high since Monday to feel nothing.
I wish I mattered. This is something I literally ask myself and my heart. Did it matter? Did I matter? Was I worth it? I can't even feel that now since I'm drunk.
I've made peace with the fact that I won't matter. So be it. I might as well as be gone.
But thank you for the wonderful message.