Boy howdy did I ever get bored and still do but now I have distractions, three of them, I am raising my grand children.
But before I wanted out so bad, nothing interested me and I knew it was on me to become interested and some how I just couldn't bring myself to do so. I knew it was my own fault, my thinking led me down that path. I just wonder if it will be the same if the kids ever go back wit their mom. Right now o am so busy I don't have time to think about getting out and it's not really an option any more they need me more than I need to get out.
But I don't want to go to those places I used to want to go to, like Russia and Niagara Falls. I still don't have much interest in too much but I can get by enough to raise my babies.
