I Have Friends Who Do Not Talk to Me Anymore

My best friend isn't my friend anymore, drinking, and her boyfriend is more important. She only wants anything to do with me when they break up for a day, or everyone ditchs her.
I done so much for her (like walking 45mins to a park by her house at 1am many times to just to hug her, and say everything will be okay, then walk straight back)
She never did any of that for me, but I still miss her the same. I wish we could go back to how it use to be when she was a real friend, but that's not possible at this point.

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MissScarlett · 31-35, F

@ HEREISME, thank you for your reply, yes I understand that, and wish it was just the case.
He was out of the picture for a few months recently.
Nothing changed, she only came around to ask me to buy her alcohol or wanted something, she would ask hang out, and as soon as I gave her what she wanted, she would say she was going to hang out with someone else, and leave right away.
this happened repetetly till I felt so use that I stopped hanging out with her, I just couldn't do it any longer. She never wanted to be around me for me, and now she's going around saying ive never been a friend, when I never asked or expected anything from her like the way she did me.