No Best Friends..

When I was in high school, I had one best friend, She was like a sister and we continued our friendship after graduation. After I had my baby, our friendship dissolved slowly. I guess we really didn't know each other like we thought and it wasn't meant to last. Ever since then, I never considered anyone a best friend.
I can never give anyone that title again in life. It takes a lot of energy trying to figure out why someone doesn't want to talk to you anymore and it hurts.