Am I not friendly? 🥺

Wow, im here often, but I just realised that I have only 27 friends, and i just removed 6 that deleted completely their account and aren't here anymore....
Am I not friendly? I knew I was hated on here, but wow... thats saddens me a bit 🥺 to see that people don't wanna friend me, even more people I friended that I thought friends and denie my request.
I know I used to be very suicidal and shit, but i left a long while to work on me and i haven't tried to unalive me, nor have I cut in 5 months.. im proud of myself 🤷‍♀️

Well have a nice evening ☺️