I hope this passes. Stay strong

Find a 12-step meeting in your area. It doesn't matter what kind...they're all welcoming. At the very least, you can kill an hour safely sitting a room with people who struggle every day with their demons in an effort at a better life. At best, you can safely interact with strangers, explain your fears and make some valuable contacts. You don't have to use a substance; you only have to want a better path.

Reaching out is always hardest at your lowest times. but as someone else posted here, you've survived 100% of your worst days so far; that's a hell of a track record. Hang in there, PM anyone who strikes you, stay close to well lit places and people. This will pass - it always has and it will again. Good luck.

*hugs*

You okay? 😟

I have been through this , and I understand you , but don't harm yourself , things will get better with time , but blaming yourself and wanting to hurt yourself won't help

Stay strong 🤗

I know how you feel girl. I get that way too. You described it better than I could. I'm always down to talk.

Set your thoughts aside... visit your friends as soon as you are able...

Am going through similar situation, and you will be surprised how Many others are too, for me a little medication and talking to a psychologist has helped, not solved it all, but helped. Am having to rebuild my life from nothing, I hope you find something that helps you too

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Please reach out to a helpline if you can't with friends or your parents.

Stay strong.. There are anonymous help lines you could try?