Is this anything?

Right now I feel the wind.

I am a part of the sky.

Nothing to hold me down.

Look around you there is nothing there

You just sit and stare.

Hold your drink hold your head hold yourself

Hold your drink hold your head hold yourself

Will you be there when I come down.

Will you still know who I am

Will you be stronger than I

Will you fight for my life.

I'm going to live till I die no matter what

Will you still be there

Hold your drink hold your head hold yourself

For me.

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spandexblue · 36-40, M

Thank you again @hopefuldreamer. When she was alive we had the most fun together. I really could not see how someone so beautiful could have so many problems. When I realized that things were going down hill I tried to be there for her without smothering her. Everything started to look up one day. She came over and thanked me for always being there and the next day she was gone. I thought of all the things I should have or could have done. Kicking myself over and over. Because by that time all I could do was drink and hold my head wondering about all the what ifs.

I'm much better now. I know she is watching over me and that helps. Her sister and I have become great friends. It really touched me that she talked about me with her sister. Because of that I feel a bond.