Is this anything?

Thank you again @hopefuldreamer. When she was alive we had the most fun together. I really could not see how someone so beautiful could have so many problems. When I realized that things were going down hill I tried to be there for her without smothering her. Everything started to look up one day. She came over and thanked me for always being there and the next day she was gone. I thought of all the things I should have or could have done. Kicking myself over and over. Because by that time all I could do was drink and hold my head wondering about all the what ifs.

I'm much better now. I know she is watching over me and that helps. Her sister and I have become great friends. It really touched me that she talked about me with her sister. Because of that I feel a bond.

RIP to her soul.Hope you find strength to recover from this loss and someone who reads it find a hope in life.Since now i know the emotions behind these words i am able to relate to depth of message in it.I appreciate your true friendship towards her.I know its hard.Hope you feel peace every time when you think about her and write about her.God bless you with peace.

I really like the line "I'm gonna live before I die"

Thank you @hopefuldreamer. When I wrote this I was thinking of a friend who had addiction issues. She went through some really hard times and one day it just got to much for her. After she died I was devastated. So in that piece I wasn't the one who was part of sky. I was the one trying to keep it together. Thank you again.

This piece of writing is wonderful.You translated in beautiful way the wave of emotions going inside you at the time when you wrote it.Very well wtitten.All the words are carefully put together.

"I m part of sky
Nothing to hold me down"

These words are worth remembering.KEEP CREATING.

I wrote it. I just didn't know if it made any sense to anyone. I just hoped people could relate.

wow beautiful writing
having a rough night
this felt really good to read

Thank you all. Really thank you.

Breeberry I appreciate your words.

Love this. Thank you for sharing it.

Is it a song? Speaks to me.

Thats really nice.

it does speaks to me