You know life has been cruel to you when your friend invited you over to their house and it's something that's never happened to you before.

And then they talk about telling their family about you. And so their parents know. And their siblings know. And their cousins know about you. And they say they want to meet you.

And the first thought you have is:

"Is it because they will all get together to make fun of me?"

And then you want to cry because you don't know what is real. Are you overthinking? Or are you actually ridiculous? A jester of sorts that people laugh at when they get together?

And this is messing with my head so much.