Its jist been so boring lately 😴
Been sober now few months, been wanting to crack a bottle lately. Everyone my age is out boozing every weekend and doing drugs, i kinda miss that smh. And also just missing the intimacy of a bf, my friends try set me up but i psych myself out and freak out lol 😆
Just 2 and a half weeks ago, my work driver was trying to set me up with this really old man with white hair lmao i just said eee holy old, and that old man was jus sitting next to me aww i didnt mean to say that out loud but no thxs i said after. Hes all yah, i have lots of houses, im like nah i am good and jus 2 days ago my roommate and her bf tried hooking me up with her bfs friend but i said nahh, not my type.. Ugh i jus hate set up, i love for it to just happen and not being setup, thats too much fken pressure, for me anyways. Ugh... Plus i care too much of what my family would think, especially my sisters, theyre all so judgmental and pretty, my last 2 bfs wanted to get with them while i was with them smh, like was i not good enough, wa si doing something wrong? Lmao just my fken banter for the evening. Miss pillow talks as well. Just feels im always complaining but never putting myself outt there, i jus hate rejection sm. Fks me up..
Just 2 and a half weeks ago, my work driver was trying to set me up with this really old man with white hair lmao i just said eee holy old, and that old man was jus sitting next to me aww i didnt mean to say that out loud but no thxs i said after. Hes all yah, i have lots of houses, im like nah i am good and jus 2 days ago my roommate and her bf tried hooking me up with her bfs friend but i said nahh, not my type.. Ugh i jus hate set up, i love for it to just happen and not being setup, thats too much fken pressure, for me anyways. Ugh... Plus i care too much of what my family would think, especially my sisters, theyre all so judgmental and pretty, my last 2 bfs wanted to get with them while i was with them smh, like was i not good enough, wa si doing something wrong? Lmao just my fken banter for the evening. Miss pillow talks as well. Just feels im always complaining but never putting myself outt there, i jus hate rejection sm. Fks me up..
