When you suddenly see a big X next to one of your friends names does it make you feel sad?

Aww, I have learned with here, you can't read too much into that big blue X. For some it's daily and for others who really knows. But I think there is a distance here always, so while they have appreciated and loved your conversations, you are not who they thought of when they left. So many people on here are looking for a life beyond and more from what they have found it could be a blessing in saying, I'm looking for that life.