I'm going to leave it here...

You can pick up what I'm putting down or you can just toss it in a dumpster and forget that i ever existed. The other day i said to you, "Bring it down a little ". That caused you to stop and hug me because i think that you didn't recognize us anymore than i did. We've never yelled at each other before that day. You have broken several promises to me and i honestly don't understand why. You promised me that you would come back more than once, and yet you are a shadow in a dark corner when all i'm trying to do is bring you into the light. I'm mourning our friendship. Its beyond CPR at this point, its cold, the time of death has been called, its in a body bag at the morgue waiting for someone else to come along and claim it. I think that you are suffering in silence, when i'm right here! I have done everything that i can to make you feel whole and there's nothing more i can do at this point. If you dont do anything else in life just remember to "Bring it down a little!" Take a breath and for a moment just think about me. That's all i ask.