I just feel like crap

It’s been bothering me and I’m just trying to get over it. I was trying to be nice and hang out with a guy I didn’t really care to be around. I felt bad his friends ditch him. He spent a lot of money so I said Yeah we can hang. I had plans and I canceled them. He complained about everything little thing. When there wasn’t any left to complain about he talked badly about his mom. I think I started from here to get depressed. The next day when we started to hangout again it’s like he didn’t want to do anything. I mentioned a lot of ideas and places and it was like talking to a Debbie Downer. I just went off on him. And he gave me this whole speech about how I’m such a horrible friend. So I left. I just feel upset because I really tried to be a really good friend. I did not have to do any of this