i hung out with a friend today and it was kind of dissapointing

i could tell something was up with her and so i asked if she'd like to talk about it. basically she's been going through financial issues.

i tried to give her some advice but it was like she sort of didn't want me there anymore but didn't know how to tell me.

she said she wanted to go to the smoke shop to get something so i said i'd come. but then she said that her situantionship guy called her to let her know he needed to be picked up from some place, idk.

i asked if she'd like me to go or just get the fuck out, it doesn't really matter to me.

she said "oh you can still here until i come back, that's totally fine with me"


i think she just wanted to spend more time with him.

my question is, why do you want me to come over when it feels like you don't really want me there?

and how come you never ask me about how i am? are you not curious? i mean i'd tell you but i'm not sure if you even care lol



this is why i don't really like hanging out with people.