Friendship is fleeting

I have a woman that I love not as a lover but as a brother and so far she has been a true blessing to me I think to myself how long will it be till something happens to break our brotherhood or till we disconnect from one another. Last person I accepted like this completely betrayed me and whats funny is I knew that they would but I allowed them to do it because I hated myself. I allowed him to treat me so badly because of how much I hated myself and I still hate myself. I just wondering how long it will last.

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LadyGrace · 70-79

You seem abusive to yourself if you allow things to happen and you can bring things on, as well, by worrying about them and expecting them to come out badly. Abuse will happen as long as you allow it, and no further. Love yourself enough to be a brother to yourself and help yourself.