i am leaving my mother

I hate to tell you , all the fellas in your family made your mother suffer .
Your probably hating yourself over guilt that you couldn't do nothing for your mother over the way the fellas treated her and the resentment towards your mother widhing her dead is your own guilt .
Your after getting sick from being around yoxic people .
Thats were the resentment comes from.
I had similar experiences outside of my family and a lot of them ganged up in me about 50 people in total to try to but fear into me for in order to shut me up .
A lot of mind games and thinking there was no one there for me , but going through the resentment , shame , fear , you'd end up turning the resentment in on yourself and thats where all the revenge comes in , but i tell you something having those feelings inside of you it be you the one eho gets sicker and they be laughing anout it (in there sick head) .
Another thing ill mention which i know you dont want to hear about cause your suffering .
God will leave no one get away eith hatming you .
The reason why they be constantly looking for happiness outside of themselves and never satisfied.
I end up in pysche ward before over this fella and he spoke not so long ago that he's after loosing everything

I bet you're fun at parties

You certainly are nailing cold, on the page.

Ive felt this way q time or two

The worst ending for whom?