For the first time in my life, I was open about my feelings after a breakup with a friend

We walked around and I cried like an idiot and told her everything. It really helped me a lot.

I am still hurting badly but it felt good to have her validate my feelings. I've never been strong enough to tell someone before, it was embarrassing but I hurt too much to care, and if I was left alone I probably would have done shitty things to myself

And I just can't be doing that shit anymore. Anyway, I teach this morning so hopefully I can sleep a bit more. I am feeling very raw and unprepared haha. At least my headache is gone

I fell asleep with a bag of frozen blueberries on my head haha

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iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

I am so glad you got to talk to someone and get it out.

That shows real growth. So happy you had a friend to lean on.

I hope you are feeling better today 💜 and enjoy your class.

caccoon · 36-40

@iamonfire696 thank you so much 💙 I feel sore and raw but it's okay, that's just all part of it, and soon it won't matter and neither will he

I say it without believing it because of how I feel, but I know it's true because it's not the first time haha

iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

@caccoon you will forget him. He didn’t deserve you. I hope your class went well today.

caccoon · 36-40

@iamonfire696 he didn't, it's true. It was good, the students made good stuff. It was hard because I wanted to cry the whole time but I didn't 💙

iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

@caccoon I am glad you realize that.

I am glad your class went well and you were able to manage not to cry. I know that would have been hard to do. I am sure they appreciated your help in the class too.